Monday, March 19, 2007
so many things have happened these days (or months). life has been very eventful, to say the least. ups and downs. a roller coaster ride, as they say.
it's almost finals week yet i find myself blogging. i don't know. probably i'm just so stressed with everything that has happened or is happening. there are a lot of things that i need to say, but i don't want to say. yes, this is weird. i find myself talking a lot about anything and everything. but there are words left unspoken that i'd rather keep to myself. for now or forever, i really don't know.
i feel lost and alone. why i feel this way is something i really can't answer. i need to regroup. i need to find myself before i even find the answers to many things. funny how i can "help" others yet i can't help myself.
but for now, life has to go on (of course). i have my hands full, i have too much to do. i just hope that i don't lose (or continue to) myself in the process...
it's almost finals week yet i find myself blogging. i don't know. probably i'm just so stressed with everything that has happened or is happening. there are a lot of things that i need to say, but i don't want to say. yes, this is weird. i find myself talking a lot about anything and everything. but there are words left unspoken that i'd rather keep to myself. for now or forever, i really don't know.
i feel lost and alone. why i feel this way is something i really can't answer. i need to regroup. i need to find myself before i even find the answers to many things. funny how i can "help" others yet i can't help myself.
but for now, life has to go on (of course). i have my hands full, i have too much to do. i just hope that i don't lose (or continue to) myself in the process...