Saturday, July 22, 2006
an eventful night
last night was rather eventful. i had fun. or to be more accurate, i was happy.
questions that have been lingering in my head have been somehow answered. "i didn't exactly like" the answer/s i got (it's better said this way for lack of better words), but just the same, i feel some sort of relief just knowing them.
i felt contentment with spending a special time with someone special...
what happens next? i don't know. but right now, i want to leave it first as it is.
happy thoughts... Ü
questions that have been lingering in my head have been somehow answered. "i didn't exactly like" the answer/s i got (it's better said this way for lack of better words), but just the same, i feel some sort of relief just knowing them.
i felt contentment with spending a special time with someone special...
what happens next? i don't know. but right now, i want to leave it first as it is.
happy thoughts... Ü
Monday, July 03, 2006
what's with me and asking?
the inquisitive me just had to ask. i thought it was as simple as asking, "what did you have for dinner?" but it was far from that.
the answer i got momentarily stunned me. i was caught off-guard, to say the least, and simply said "ah ok." i had to regain the composure to execute that change-the-topic-when-the-need-arises scheme. the topic changed yet the answer i got from the "simple" question still bothers me. i don't know if she noticed. or knowing her she noticed, and was just polite enough not to... umm... i don't know.
the "simple" answer to the "simple" question provoked countless thoughts and questions, which should be asked to get the answers. whether i can or i want to ask them is another issue i would have to resolve in the days to come. while i know that asking them would be the only way to get the answers, yet i don't know if i actually want to know.
i don't know if i would prefer just being ignorant about them and prolonging the "agony" OR just ask and get it over with in, what i consider, a "sudden death" way.
i don't know... let's see...
the inquisitive me just had to ask. i thought it was as simple as asking, "what did you have for dinner?" but it was far from that.
the answer i got momentarily stunned me. i was caught off-guard, to say the least, and simply said "ah ok." i had to regain the composure to execute that change-the-topic-when-the-need-arises scheme. the topic changed yet the answer i got from the "simple" question still bothers me. i don't know if she noticed. or knowing her she noticed, and was just polite enough not to... umm... i don't know.
the "simple" answer to the "simple" question provoked countless thoughts and questions, which should be asked to get the answers. whether i can or i want to ask them is another issue i would have to resolve in the days to come. while i know that asking them would be the only way to get the answers, yet i don't know if i actually want to know.
i don't know if i would prefer just being ignorant about them and prolonging the "agony" OR just ask and get it over with in, what i consider, a "sudden death" way.
i don't know... let's see...
